Today was bad, but I am happy.

I finally got the results of my biopsy today and they weren't good.  I didn't expect them to be, but it is always a little difficult to hear that your fears are confirmed.  

Instead of feeling depressed right now, I am happy.  I may have had a rough past and still have some fighting ahead of me but I am also very fortunate.  I have an awesome family, and amazing friends, and the best boyfriend ever.  And I have all of my really cool dA buddies too.  So I am going to take a minute to give shout outs to "some" of my most favorite people here.

First there is CloudNumber8 He is first cause it's his birthday.  So go say happy birthday to him!  For a year now he has been an amazing friend who always puts up with my drama even when he is going through his own things.  He has always been honest with his advice, though I was dumb for a long time and didn't take it (I should have!)  

Okay next is Dead-Flame  Truly one of the most wonderful people I have met here.  My favorite thing about him is how caring and considerate he is.  Right after my doctor gave me the bad news today, he texted me to see how things were going and he made me laugh and feel better.  

A special shout out goes to stung1010koth who also brightened my day when I checked my mailbox and found a special delivery from him.    Thank you again.  

One of my favorite people here is nightshade-keyblade  who is just overall awesome.  So awesome in fact that he drew a picture just for me when I asked him to!  See fav.me/d5qocd5  

LupusIntus is someone who I don't know well and I haven't known for long but he is so damn cool he gives me frostbite!

Contradictory55  is great.  I love this girl, though we communicated more in my past dA life I still think she is super fantastic and love reading her writing.  

Another woman whose writing I really admire is callerofcrows  Most of the time I don't even have words after reading hers.  She is amazing.

Okay then there is DragonsChest  Another person I may have known a bit better in my secret past dA life, but I still follow him now because he is not only talented, and very intelligent, but also extremely pleasant.  

So there are lots of others here who I love love love love love but I've already listed a lot so I won't go on.  Chad, Harrison, Bee, Jay, Robby, Nick and Jen I adore all of you.

But most of all… I want to say thank you to the one who makes me happy like nothing else in the whole wide world… the love of my life insignificantone  How can I possibly be upset over something silly like cancer when I have you?  You are the most loving, and caring, and understanding, and sexy person I have ever known.  All I can think about when I wake up in the morning and fall asleep at night is that I can't wait to kiss you again. Thank you for being my friend and loving me all these years, for always making me laugh, and for always making me feel like I matter.  

Okay now my overly sentimental and emotional speech #2 of the year is complete.

Lots of love people.
Peace
~Queen Awesome~