On and on it goes

Apologies and promises
breathe life back in my heart.

"I made a mistake and
I will never make that mistake again."

You said only I made you happy
and nothing would come between us.

This time, you wouldn't let go.
This time, it was forever.

Whenever I needed you,
you promised to be there.

Maybe it was the blue of your eyes
that blinded me from your lies.

But now I'm swimming in that sea
of self pity and despair.

I'm reaching out for you,
and you are nowhere.

I'm in pain, I am crying,
and I am all alone.

The flowers on my table,
they aren't from you.

You froze cold and walked away,
like you promised you'd never do.

And it wasn't just me
that you broke... twice.