Who Am I?I am the one whose tears stain your shirt as you comfort me.I am the one who always feels safe and protected with you.I am the one who never felt happier before the day we met.I am the one who tells everybody, you are my greatest love. There is nobody like you. I am the one who thinks you are an amazing father.I see it in the way you love and play with my children.I see it in the way they look at you, they adore you.I know it in the way I see you care for your own son. When things go wrong, you feel them, and that is right. I am the one who knows what a hard worker you are.You care about what you do and the people you work for.I see when something isn’t perfect, you worry until it is.You are fair and honest; I know you are such a good man. Who am I? I am the one who feels worthless when I can’t help you.And I am the one who is lifted by looking into your eyes.I am the one who will always be here to encourage you.You save
Love Is Not SelfishMy love,as I trust you with my heartalso know that I cherish yours.Please share your burdens with mefor I want to love youthrough the good and the bad.I promise to never walk awayto never turn my head from you.Let me care for youin times of frustration and pain.If ever you have questionsallow me to help you find the answers.Alone we are weakbut together we can do anything.
To The Ones Who No Longer Love MeI forgive you.For the pain you caused.It must not have been easy after all,To know you hurt somebody. I survived.You may have knocked me down,But I got back up.I bleed, just like everybody does.And I heal.I can be bruisedAnd I can be brokenBut I will never completely shatter. In the endAfter all the tortureI still loveI still careAnd I understand All I can do is forgive youAnd pray that I am the last one you hurt.
When We Are ApartThere is a surprising warmthin the pain of missing youIt's because even when my eyes are closedI am still looking into yoursI know the sound of your whispersand the heat of your breath in my earStill when you are gone I feel youlying in bed next to me in the nightYour armswrap around me when I am lonelyYour soothing voice, your laugh,your sighs, echo in my head and heartI believe in the truth of your wordsand your actionsYou see, you fulfill me so completelyI am never alone, even when we are apart
Sweet DreamsRest now my loveLay your head on my lapI will stroke your hairAnd speak stories to youWhen once upon a timeBecomes happily ever afterYou will be sleeping sweetly Relax my darlingLet my fingersMassage away your painMy lips kiss away your worriesLet me heal you from inside outFeel me within youWith all my loveI will you peaceAnd hope that now you canClose your eyes and sleep Lie next to meAnd hold me in your armsLike you always doFeel our hearts beatingSide by sideLet the rhythm become a lullabyComforted by closenessWe watch the starsThrough the windowAs togetherWe now drift to sleep
Shower FantasiesMy moment of peace came under hot water, surrounded by steam.Forget the pain and embrace the warm pleasure licking at my skin.Screaming alarms quieted and locked away behind soundproof doors.Evil eyes, wicked mouths and violent fists don't exist in this dream.I don't have to run, in my pretend world there is nobody to run from.The scars that cover my body disappear with a single soothing caress.Tear stains on my cheeks washed away with crystal clear clean drops.For a second I almost allow myself to think pretend paradise is real.As the hurt fades and the fog thickens my mind begins to wander.Cleansing soap in my hand becomes the dirty touch of my obsession.My knees get weak I can barely stand and it's getting harder to breathe.I know better than to let this go on I know too well where it will lead.Eyes open sadly and I feel the water has gone cold, I'm shivering alone.The last drops drain and I take a deep breath before opening the door.As I step from dream to night
A dream of my childhoodShe is lying there on the bathroom floor againIn the corner, in the dark, bleeding and shakingwhile the rest of the house is peacefully dreaming"I'll be okay" she tells herself and closes her eyesAs the blood slowly drains from her body she fadesinto a kind of sleep that is a lot like a memoryShe was a child once, un-scarred, wanted, loved.The pain from cuts and bruises were kissed awayby loving lips that told her bedtime storiesabout princes and princesses and love and loyaltyThere were always warm arms to crawl into when scaredWhen the monsters threatened from under the bedLife has a funny way of changing though... alwaysAnd six years is a very long time to be happyBeing broken in half... sometimes it changes youIt's hard to be a kid when pain is your best friendThe one companion that is constantly at your sideWhen your own mother.. cannot bear to look at youGuilt changes people when they feel at faultEither they try to make up for what they have doneOr they spend