Still Can't FeelI broke, the moment you walked away.You left me there with nothing to hold onto except shock, and pain. I didn’t bother picking up the pieces of my heart that were scattered on the ground. I left them, the way you left me. I left the love, the hope and the faith I had, there in the parking lot. Over the next few weeks I tried, so hard to find all those pieces again. Carefully collecting them little by little. As hard as I tried, I couldn’t put them back together. It was you, pushing and pulling me. You shook me up and I couldn’t be still. I couldn’t be stable enough to fix myself.And now, now you want it all back. You want me back together. You want me to be the girl I was before you destroyed her. I never should have come to your house that night. I came because I had nowhere else to go. I just wanted to feel safe after being attacked the way I was. And I let you dress m
Statement In BoldTrapped in cold darkness.Bitter pain.Heartache.You were like the sun.Waking me, warming me.My daylight began the moment we met.I was suffocating.And you were the air,That filled my lungs.And brought me back to life.Heating my frozen blood.Sending it pulsing through my veins.You are the reason my heart beats again.And I am struck dumbWith wonder by you.On my knees with open armsI give you my world.And I knowI am safe in your embrace.
You Speak To Me In ColorsPink: That is how I felt the first time I saw your face. Like a beautiful sunset, you filled my world with calming peace. I saw you, and nothing else mattered. All my worry and pain vanished as I felt my broken heart lift from my chest piece by piece until it was all gone. It is safe, with you now.Blue: The deepest blue I could hope to find shines outward from your eyes. I stare into them searching for a glimpse of your soul. I stare into them and wonder how they see me, how could these amazing eyes possibly see me?Black: It’s the darkness I feel when you aren’t here. But it’s longing more than loneliness. And not so much pain, as pleasure in knowing I am only missing you because you mean so much to me. Red: That is heat. Heat from you, the way you excite me. The way you tease and turn me on. The way you make me blush. Red is the color of my desire and my burning pa
Dear PantsAfter all this time, there is still nothing like hearing you laugh. Thank you for giving that back to me, at a time when the last thing I thought I could do was smile. Thank you for not making it difficult, or sad. Thank you for being there for me in my darkness. I don’t know if you know how much it means. I love that we can still find humor in things we joked about years ago. I love that when I hear from you I am instantly happy. I love that you know me. You know me so well that you know what I’m thinking, and what I am going to say. Even though we have been through so much, and probably have so many reasons to hate each other, you are still my favorite person. I wish I could find the perfect words to show you how much I appreciate you, how much I always have. Even on the bad days. I appreciate everything about you. I always have. But tonight, more than ever.