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It Feels Like Pain

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Jealousy...
Watch while it destroys me.
As it wraps its hands around my throat,
my eyes are pleading...
just...
just choke.

So thrilled for you,
you and your happy ending.
Even if it means I lost my company,
and now I'm stuck here alone.
Alone in my misery.

But I wont dwell,
and I like to pretend I'm well.
So I grab my guitar and head to the ocean.
I'll stand in the sand,
and write you a love-song.

I'll sing it loud
as the waves crash over me.
Saltwater disguises the crying.
And I can make you believe,
that I am not heartbroken.

Not that it matters.
After-all,
in the end it's just pain.
=Thebrokengod an amazing writer and one of my most favorite people in the entire world put an idea into my head about being sad over somebody elses happiness. Sooo, I wrote this in response to something he had written...
This beautiful feelingLove !!

Isnt it beautiful :heart:
it can make you cry,
can make you wanna die..

But it can also give you hope,
Light your darkend out roads,
Show you happiness,
Lend support.

Just a kind word from miles away
Can brighten up your gloomy day.

Its beautiful in the end,
No matter what.


No I'm not really sad or jealous over him being happy, because he is amazing and deserves every happiness... but I do know this feeling that I am writing about and I think other people can relate to it as well.
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AstamoRyde's avatar
I feel the exact same way