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Jealousy...
Watch while it destroys me.
As it wraps its hands around my throat,
my eyes are pleading...
just...
just choke.

So thrilled for you,
you and your happy ending.
Even if it means I lost my company,
and now I'm stuck here alone.
Alone in my misery.

But I wont dwell,
and I like to pretend I'm well.
So I grab my guitar and head to the ocean.
I'll stand in the sand,
and write you a love-song.

I'll sing it loud
as the waves crash over me.
Saltwater disguises the crying.
And I can make you believe,
that I am not heartbroken.

Not that it matters.
After-all,
in the end it's just pain.
=Thebrokengod an amazing writer and one of my most favorite people in the entire world put an idea into my head about being sad over somebody elses happiness. Sooo, I wrote this in response to something he had written...
This beautiful feelingLove !!

Isnt it beautiful :heart:
it can make you cry,
can make you wanna die..

But it can also give you hope,
Light your darkend out roads,
Show you happiness,
Lend support.

Just a kind word from miles away
Can brighten up your gloomy day.

Its beautiful in the end,
No matter what.


No I'm not really sad or jealous over him being happy, because he is amazing and deserves every happiness... but I do know this feeling that I am writing about and I think other people can relate to it as well.
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AstamoRyde Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2012  Student General Artist
I feel the exact same way
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Jaybird101 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2012
You really out did yourself with this one, very well done pretty much all the way around :)
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:iconmysocksrock:
MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2012
Thanks Jay. Appreciate it.
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Jaybird101 Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2012
You're most welcome :)
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sumgie1 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012
Jealousy has, some time ago, become an interesting emotion to me. I like your powerful take on it. :)
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:iconmysocksrock:
MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2012
Thank you so much. :)
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sumgie1 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2012
You're very welcome. :)
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mmschmidty Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
i feel you.
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:iconmysocksrock:
MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2012
Thank you :)
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IveGotTalent Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Jealousy, oh yea, it rlly feels like pain.. Like a 9GAGger would say " I know that feel, bro...." or in your case, "sis"
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:iconmysocksrock:
MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2012
lol.. thanks :)
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Broken-Blues Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012
wow this is amazing (:
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:iconmysocksrock:
MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012
:hug: thank you so much :heart:
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Broken-Blues Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2012
you're welcome (:
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Contradictory55 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Student Writer
And pain can go away, hopefully :/
And yeah, I can relate. Happy, so so happy, yet at the same time...yeah, maybe a bit jealous.
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MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
Yeah.... *sigh*

Thank you for the comment. :)
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Contradictory55 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Student Writer
Welcome =) :tighthug:
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summerday27 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is very beautiful and relatable. :heart:
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:iconmysocksrock:
MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
Thank you so much. :)
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summerday27 Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome :)
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SlackInPeace Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
Thank you for writing this. :)
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:iconmysocksrock:
MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
Thank you for reading. :)
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:iconslackinpeace:
SlackInPeace Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
The pleasure was mine. :D
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FairyPeaseblossom Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
Very deep, beautiful work
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:iconmysocksrock:
MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
thank you very much! :)
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CarmineDevian Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Student Writer
Thats intense, very good work
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:iconmysocksrock:
MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
Thank you so much, it means a lot. :)
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CarmineDevian Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Student Writer
youre welcome
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BrokenHeadphones Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
this is exactly how I feel right now. I see my crush hugging hot chicks, holding them in his arms... laughing. When he hugs me, he's quiet and doesn't smile. He knows I like him... but to see those girls in his arms with them both smiling makes me jealous. Perhaps that's why my eyes are bluish-GREEN...the colour of jealousy.
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MySocksRock Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012
Thanks for commenting. I understand what you are going through. I hope things get easier for you. :hug:
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BrokenHeadphones Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
awww thanks :) It actually does :) :)
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:iconcarminedevian:
CarmineDevian Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Student Writer
Im sorry
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BrokenHeadphones Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
It's fine, thanks :)
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:iconcarminedevian:
CarmineDevian Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2012  Student Writer
youre welcome
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