MySocksRock

Thinking about my past life in this land... and how things have changed. I've been gone, but haven't forgotten it. I think about a lot of you... all the time. I hope everyone is cool and happy in life. I've been having some feels lately. Which is strange because it's been a long time.... At least... a long time I've tried to cope without writing about stuff. Who knows.. maybe I'll write again... Maybe I won't. Does it even matter? I don't know! :)

Yesterday I took a well needed day off work in order to spend with just myself and my kids. It was Addys 12th birthday and we went to the beach. We had the whole beach all to ourselves for 3 hours. It was soooooo nice! I can't believe she is 12. After all we went through and all the struggles for her to just survive. Now she is this crazy little pre-teen with the attitude to prove it. And I wouldn't have it any other way!

By the looks of it, the last time I wrote in here was exactly 2 years ago after having a weird dream about Brian! Funny thing is I actually had a dream about him a couple nights ago too! Totally his fault for texting me before I fell asleep. That is not why I am here though, I promise. The truth is, just because I haven't written doesn't mean I haven't been around. From time to time I do log in on my phone and check up on things. This place has certainly changed a bit though hasn't it. Do I even want to be here anymore? Who knows? Who knows if I will be or if it will be another two years before I write again. I was going through some old memories earlier though and thinking how glad I am I kept some of these old thoughts and ideas and words of wisdom. Two years ago... I had little knowledge that within 2 months, the company I had been working for would go out of business. Nor did I realize what opportunity that would open for me. Yes the old truck shop went under in