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Journal Entry: Fri Jul 17, 2015, 8:59 AM
I'm so confused...
so confused...
so confused...

Just when I think I'm ok, that being alone is ok, that I don't want to not be alone, I want to focus only on church, my kids and myself and I am cool with that, then something has to come around and stir my emotions wrecking my world.

I want to blame it all on someone else.   I am so tired of taking responsibility for everything that happens whether it truly is my fault or not.  But that is just me.

I miss being in love.
So much.
But I just remind myself that every single person I have ever given my heart to has taken it for granted and broken it without hesitation.  How can someone destroy another person and not feel bad about it?  I suppose I will never know.

I suppose I a thankful for the horrible people who have taught me to be so cautious.  I am thankful for the ones who have taught me tat I am so hard to love and so easy to leave. 
Because as much as I hate hurting people...
I now know that if I don't run away before thing get too serious...
Things will eventually hurt so much more. 

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ThrivingEbe Featured By Owner May 1, 2015
you are awesome :heart:
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baileyalice222 Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav on my poem :D
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Contradictory55 Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2015  Student Writer
:love: Thanks for the favourite, queen :)
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Thank you for the fave 
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Thanks for the favourite.
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