My faith will standI can no longer find the words to write of the depths to which you have destroyed me.My faith will stand by MySocksRock
When I say "completely broken" it means everything broke.
My mind, my body, my heart... my whole world.
I gave you things that I thought nobody deserved.
My love, my trust, my loyalty.
I gave them to you without hesitation, and you betrayed them all.
After you hurt me so deeply, you asked for it back.
My love, my trust, my loyalty.
I was so afraid.
But I worked so hard to find those things within myself again
And give them to you.
I prayed, so hard.
I begged God to help me forgive you, trust you again
and to help me admit that I never stopped loving you.
And even when I forgave you, I still begged God to help me trust you deeper.
Now, all I am is angry.
I am angry with God for answering my prayers.
And I am angry with myself, for being angry with God.
Yet my faith stands even in the darkest hours.
I am trying so hard not to fight this pain with sin.
But actions are so unpredictable, especially when yo
Only Bad Dreams Come TrueShe looks at him with hearts in her eyesOnly Bad Dreams Come True by MySocksRock
Completely fooled by his beautiful disguise
She desperately clings to every lie
And lets the real world just pass her by
She is addicted to his phony affection
Blindly believing he is perfection
Because truth hurts and she hates pain
She lets him fool her again and again
A broken souls a sucker for temptation
His false love is her favorite medication
Somewhere inside she fears he is fake
and loving him again would be a mistake
But she is not one to listen to her head
She follows her heart back to his bed
He demands trust and she obeys his orders
Loving him with no boundaries or borders
She firmly believes this is perfect love
The kind that her bible tells her of
The perfect love that casts out fears
But his love only brings her to tears
Still she sits in her coldest and darkest hours
with bouquets full of “he loves me not” flowers
She waits patiently for him to come back
To brighten her world before turning it black
On and on it goesApologies and promisesOn and on it goes by MySocksRock
breathe life back in my heart.
"I made a mistake and
I will never make that mistake again."
You said only I made you happy
and nothing would come between us.
This time, you wouldn't let go.
This time, it was forever.
Whenever I needed you,
you promised to be there.
Maybe it was the blue of your eyes
that blinded me from your lies.
But now I'm swimming in that sea
of self pity and despair.
I'm reaching out for you,
and you are nowhere.
I'm in pain, I am crying,
and I am all alone.
The flowers on my table,
they aren't from you.
You froze cold and walked away,
like you promised you'd never do.
And it wasn't just me
that you broke... twice.
Accidental FaveSometimes when I am hitting "remove from messages" super fast, without looking,Accidental Fave by MySocksRock
because I got like over 4000 deviations to view...
I accidentally fave something really stupid.
Like a bad pokemon drawing,
or a picture of a teenage girl dressed up like a pink squirrel,
or just boobs.
But I'm too lazy to go remove it from my faves.
A letter to her husbandI know love shouldn't end in a day or a decade, it should last beyond all time.A letter to her husband by MySocksRock
And you may have loved her for half your life, but I have loved her all of mine.
She is the big sister I never had, my role model I have always looked up to.
And truly there was not a happier heart than mine, the day she married you.
I looked at your love and commitment to each other with complete admiration.
And I remember a word from my speech that day, that word was "Inspiration"
That day I believed that one day I might find the same kind of undying devotion.
Because your love for each other had inspired in me, the "happily ever after" notion.
I held so strongly to that fairy tale wish that even when I knew she was lost to you,
I just couldn't imagine the two of you apart, and so I refused to believe it was true.
But life has a way of breaking something beautiful, that is what I have come to believe.
Because it is so much harder to maintain love than hate, and it is for lost love I grieve.
Now you work s
|More than just a life I was trapped in... it became my "normal"|
Sometimes, when pain is all you know... you stop trying to run from it.
(This is just a partial view of this poem by the way)
What can I say?|
I love toes and bullet-holes.
and of course...
I am the Queen of Awesomeness.
So something you all may or may not know is that I have for as long as I can remember, written funny stories for my friends. It's usually around Christmas time, however upon talking to Queen Of The Van the other day I had somewhat of an idea.
This is just something I wrote for her and she is probably the only one who will get it because it is filled with little jokes we have had over the course of at least 15 years. No this is not typically the kind of thing I would post here... but it is the kind of thing I would write for her. So... that being said... it is cool if nobody reads it or responds to it but her!
I have no idea what to call this.... but here it goes....
It was the night of the concert and Todd couldn't wait
Surely Michelle would take the bait
He had arranged to come to her town
in hopes that the two of them would get down
He had planned it all out, even wrote a new song
because without her he had been down so long
As Michelle got ready for the big night
she couldn't help shed tears of delight
Todd was here, just few miles way
After so many years, today was the day
No, nothing would keep them apart this time
She laughed out loud yelling “Todd is mine!”
But somewhere close by in a dark scary den
someone else was excited to see Todd again
It was Michelle’s so called friend Chris
Who was determined Todd would be his
He carefully calculated his evil plan
To kidnap Todd right out of his van
As the three made their way to the same destination
Suddenly Todds van broke down without explanation
He cried as he cursed his broken van to hell
but then perked up when he heard a familiar yell
It was Michelles friend Chris from back in the day
walking to him waving his hand shouting “HEY!”
Todds heart leapt, there was still a chance
he would be with his woman at last
“Thank you Chris! Thank you so much!” Todd cried
If he missed his Michelle he would have just died
Chris smiled at Todd and pushed him into his car
he said he had to make a stop but it wasn't too far
As they drove off Chris smiled with glee
“Finally I have Todd... just for me!”
And Todd couldn't wipe the smile off his cheeks
For he had been smiling nonstop for two weeks
You see poor Todd was an innocent man
He had no idea of Chris' evil plan
A short time later they arrived at the lair
Chris knew nobody would look for Todd there
He pulled Todd inside and laid him on the table
Todd tried to scream but he was unable
Chris put a sock in Todds mouth and tied him down
Todd cried and cried but could make no sound
"Now Todd" yelled Chris "Now you will see...
You should have written your songs for me!"
Chris was just jealous he couldn't be in Todds band
Todd considered this as he tried to free his left hand
Just as Chris noticed Todd freeing himself
The front door burst open, and there stood Michelle!
"The jig is up Chris! Unhand my man!"
"Oh no!" Chris cried, "It's the Queen on the van!"
"Yes" Michelle shouted "I've come for my king...
and to tell you that you suck, you can't even sing!"
"No Michelle" Chris said "I'm better than him!
just ask my groupies, Clair and Kim!"
"In fact the only reason I kidnapped your man
was to take MY rightful place as the queen of his van!"
"No!!!" screamed Todd as he fell to the floor
"My song was wrong and I wont be your whore!"
"Yeah" agreed Michelle then she punched Chris in the head
"Todd belongs to me.... my house... my bed!"
Todd shook his head "That is so true...
Michelle is my queen, MY VAN MY RULES!"
With Michelles help Todd got untied
and both smiled as Chris st there and cried.
He knew for certain as they walked away
Todd would never be his, he wasn't even gay.
Michelle took Todd away, back to her house
and he sang to her as she sat on her couch
Then he confessed that as of that night
he was finished with his popstar life.
But do not be sad for it all turned out well
They lived happily ever after and he still sang for Michelle.
The Happy Ending.
P.S.... had I known Rob Thomas would be there as well... this story would have taken a completely different turn. haha